I offer brief pre-notes:
In the late 90's , I awoke thinking that Jim Carroll, NYC Catholic boy, hoopster, & junkie poet had died and wrote down some lines which I edit from time to time. He died 9/11/09.
Jim Carroll’s passing Chelstea
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I took a class on America in the 1950's in 1981 and was turned on to Jack Kerouac (nicknamed Memory Babe before the booze took over). My feelings for his works go up and down and have never reached the apex they did when I was in my early 20's. Hey jack, sorry, but I have edited.
beaten
Kerouac
Memory Babe lost
Mary
but never Mommy.
crawling in bars grumbling to die
Lucien carved Kam
Jack went on the lam
Married for bail
Got out of jail
never said I do
to Mardou
Neal zooms cars
the Gerard appeal
proxy brothers and Florida bars
It wasn’t Tokay to beat it
After the surge of the road
And the brief Harlem Howl
Town or city, slum or slum
too drunk for whores
sat or I won’t
“too white” hick who found his way to Pic
And stumbled off
the hippie bus for good
Neal, flat across the tracks
Billy, heroin or boys shag
Allan, where are the fellas
Jack, TV slurs and slacks
Liver finally blows in Fla
Laid low in Unwell, Mass
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I was watching Patti Smith cover a Bob Dylan tune "Changing of the Guard" and inked some lines. Tom Verlaine borrowed the last name from a French poet.
Patti strands Verlaine
Sweatin gray hair sticks
receiving Benediction inside of society
standing barefoot
on the 25th floor
Privilege earned and lust
Knees to the sun for fiends
“free’ money for
the citizen ship
Was that a crow pissing in the river
Or horses in the hall?
Poets on the mend
Behind torn curtains_________________________
I offer a snippy ditty for Hunter S Thompson. My opinion of HST wanes as I learn more about him.
No free rides on a Harley
Hell’s boys felt your smear
Others, your loathing and fear
Pointing a pen or a gun
Against everyone
Then yourself______________________
Soiree time in the early 20th century
T Spoons
Eliot's strings, rings, and things
fine, fine
where’s the wine
Sir, sir
No nectar
Only tea
I see, I see
Earnest- he, he
Chose not to be
More tea?
Let’s sugar
F Scott snaps, dines
Ivy flaps on plate
Ice chutes
Rips roots
Wright outside
Was Richard right
a little uptight
cells to sells
Paris swells
blurb. verve
Roxie, MS curve
moxie, not verve
Wright outside
Was Richard right
a little uptight
cells to sells
Paris swells
blurb. verve
Roxie, MS curve
moxie, not verve
dust bowl to Denver
go, go, go nights
speed thru red lights
trains, chicks , talks, kicks
pool hall tea sticks
trippin Kesey
slappin back Kerouac
stole time so easy
across tracks, grateful, dead
Too
stick stuck right shoe
wet leaves tumble
flags flap rumble
sky peeks purple blue
Lex Market Xmas season 1987
hooker stiff walks sore
chuckles to corner store
smokes til bike kid
drops the alley lid
black chicks, purple hair
old guys, just stare
we goof, gab, guzzle
taking in the puzzle
2015
bring in the year
bang on my ear
he died she died
I ran i cried
Row home Alley
not his window
not his wife
teen calls out
need a shirt
gotta go
i'm up next
ignore him
pitch the ball
Goofin
ISIL
ISIS
missile
crisis
Ouch, Ginsberg
“I see the lame minds of a generation ruined by
badness, grieving hysterical, spoiled
texting themselves through the clean streets at noon
whining for an instant fix,
Sill Label 4
current sea shifts
rubel fee drifts
just hit to play
then must delay
Ry Goodbye , too hip
borrowed a Ford
to see ol Gord
as his poetic brain
slips down the drain
maybe a Leafs cup
before time is up
what he was seen
with the Queen
Knot O2
sarin dip ity
ass mad strikes today
makes Syrians pay
yellow vomit in your city
knived nerves fray
Trash way
who's that squattin
between the two shadows
staining the breezeway walls
panties up, she's done
she calls
I ain't shittin
here
Would Bawdy Le care
or sneer
Wife and kids
Sun's up, empty whisky jar,
queried on my family
Gabe, can't you see
that's my car
balls in a sack
pack the bearing
no caring
rack em up
swing em
fisted,gifted lifted
no sharing
Knot O2
sarin dip ity
ass mad strikes today
makes Syrians pay
yellow vomit in your city
knived nerves fray
Trash way
who's that squattin
between the two shadows
staining the breezeway walls
panties up, she's done
she calls
I ain't shittin
here
Would Bawdy Le care
or sneer
Wife and kids
Sun's up, empty whisky jar,
queried on my family
Gabe, can't you see
that's my car
sept 9, 2016 log
Fighting distractions in another attempt to capture the sights and sounds of Baltimore mid 1980's with a major focus on Fells Point, SoBo, Sowebo, and Midtown. I change the characters, but versions of this memory dull but don't fade: "On my way along Charles St to Howeirds Bar and Middle Eastern music draws me into the UD Café and the sight of a Turkish waitress swinging her hips and tongue-rolling a cherry stem while serving Greek food."......
oct 8 log
..........What the hell, I swallow the dime of tan hash, order a
double cheeseburger , and enjoy the chill of the AC.
dec 2 log
working on yet another 1980's Bmore story "a priest with an effeminate voice is presiding over a rehearsal wedding and my dad looks at me and says you were right. I finger point for him to face the altar. As soon as practice is over, he says "I remember those stories you told me about priests and altar boys, and I nod while thinking, (a hell of a time for you to acknowledge Balzac’s tales) then laughing at how he shrugged off my recollections a few months ago and how he’s interpreting them now. april 22, 2018
Testallsballs in a sack
pack the bearing
no caring
rack em up
swing em
fisted,gifted lifted
no sharing
June 13, 2018
Scribbling some notes for future use. An old drinking buddy of mine used to tell of the thrill of getting one dance with #hedylamarr at a USO function raising money for World War 2 bonds. At the time I doubt if he knew that the #austrian -born starlet co-authored a patent on radio waves. Some ideas in that patent were later incorporated into blue tooth technology. After WW2, my buddy became a plumber and occasionally wore a T-shirt with the words, your shit is my bread and butter."
july 21, 2018
still working on my Baltimore 1980's downtown stories: "Stumble a block to Howweirds deli side for a sausage and egg sandwich and fountain soda around 10AM, and Bunky pulls up a chair and chats me up about my daytime appearance throwing off the clocks in this hood. I'm slow on the uptake while he slides me a folded up magazine item and relates how he found Big Dale face down dead in an apartment building he owns.
May 30, 2020
Old time expressions: sneak thieves are checkin the alleys for unlocked doors from Jim Carroll's "city drops into the night".
Chinchorro Bank, was known as "Sleep-robbing reef" because of the dangers it posed to seafarers.
Nov 30, 2021
Since my college days, I've had a like/dislike thing for T S Eliot, and I found this while reading a book review on the great poet. T S Eliot's first wife, Vivienne Haigh-Wood, would occasionally show up at his poetry readings carrying a sign that stated “I Am The Wife He Abandoned.”
August 6, 2022
It's alleged that Stallone named his character Rambo after the French poet Rimbaud. Maybe he was thinking of these lines “In the morning I had a look so lost, a face so dead, that perhaps those whom I met did not see me."
Jan 29, 2023 : RIP Tom VerlaineMay 7, 2023: Listening to Days by Television with Tom V on lead guitar and singing.
sept, 9,2023: short story notes: your car is halfway on my sister’s lawn.
May 2, 2024: from my notes on Change from a dream: In my 20s I made brief ventures into the local music scene reciting my lyrics. The first day I could get the Lancettes together, the bassist played surf music while the guitarist ventured into Led Zep, and the drummer Lance thought he was playing behind Captain Beefheart. That brief session felt like an eternity, but a few days later we did a fun, free gig on a Sunday afternoon bill in a room in the UMBC Fine Arts building.